So i was having a really bad day and i was tired and sick (headache, stuffy nose, sore throat) anyways so i was sick, and i was in a grumpy mood so i wasnt being very happy and nice to Eric. So he was trying to make me feel better and this is what he said (he doesnt know i copied it) It sounds like it came out of a movie, but nope it came from Eric :) This came out of an MSN conversation we had while i was at work:

Eric says:
here's the way i see my life right now

Eric says:
school is tough and i'm a bit worried about being responsible and becoming the patriarch of a family, but I have you, and every day I look forward to seeing you and being with you, and i look forward to finally marrying you and being able to spend every moment and every experience in life with you.

Eric says:
and all the bad things dont matter because i would rather spend hard times with you than easy times without you

YEP thats Eric, isnt that sweet? Just thought i would share!

So today is 89 days till I marry my best friend. Ahhh its so far away! I guess its a good thing because i still have to:

Get my dress altered
Find a veil
Get shoes
Jewelry for me and the others
Decide on the Cake
Pick out a Bouquet
Lose like lots of weight : )
Erics ring needs to be resized
Save More Money
Engagement Pictures

haha little things, but if you were with me last night they seemed like monsters. Poor Eric. Some of them already have dates to do this, like i have 2 bridal showers in March, and cake testing is in March, and i think we meet with our photographer in March, I am bringing my dress back down here because it will be cheaper to alter it in Utah rather than Seattle, at the same time i then can go get a veil and shoes. Bouquet i have to wait as well, I will bring Erics ring down here as well to alter it because its too big. And We are planning on taking our engagement pictures in the middle of March. And then we will send out our announcements. haha so there is still quiet a lot to do. But it is coming along.

On Sunday I was making cupcakes and i was coarsely chopping the white chocolate and accidentally cut my thumb... no just cut it, like sliced a chunk of it off. Yep its really pretty, so now i cant use my left thumb. Which when it happened i thought well this sucks, but at least its not my right. Well over the last couple of days i have changed my mind i have made a list of things i need my left thumb for

1. Buttoning my jeans
2. Washing my hair
3. Straightening my hair
4. Driving
5. Tying my shoes
6. Putting my hair in a pony tail
7. Texting
8. Changing the channel
9. holding Erics hand
10. Did i mention Buttoning my Jeans?